this is like pathetic sad... we still have posts on this page that say merry christmas FROM LAST YEAR!!!

NANOWRIMO

Kay so I'm really excited, nanowrimo starts in less than 48 hours. Yes, I know I'm a dork but I really can't wait for the 50K race to begin. Wish me luck guys (aka seiri).

Oh and I'm giving the blog a makeover... you'll see.

Useless!

We should either:

1) Delete this blog
2) Update randomly

I vote for the latter so......

Here is my random post!

college is interesting and all but I want to come home!

HALLOWEEN ROX!!!!!!

Hikari Toya is amazing! *pets*

jack

sesshy

jugular vein

blackness is everywhere MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

shove people into pools cuz' water rules

amaranth

fruit

panda bears

candy

pens and ink

cups of hot tea

lables

toboe-chan

they said all teenagers scare the living s*** out of me! they could care less as long as someone'll bleed! so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose, and maybe they'll leave you alone but not me! ~my chemical romance

Baka.

I don' wanna.

Jaki...please delete this blog. There is no need for it anymore.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!

Love,

~Lone Wolf~

Ariel

Today I went out and rode Ariel. Its so freakin' windy outside that it was a nightmare when it came to riding though. Ariel was like, "you want me to run with you on my back in this wind?" I felt bad riding her in it because it made her have to work extra hard but she needs the exercise. Besides, afterwards I gave her some grain so she more than likely forgave me for it. I took some pictures of her and posted them on my picture blog, http://godisgoodyaygodyay.blogspot.com/

Love,

~Lone Wolf~

I'm All Alone!

I'm All Alone!!!!! There's no one here beside meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

A REAL Lone Wolf: WHERE IS EVERYONE????!!!!

Voice In Head: Gone.

A REAL Lone Wolf: Really?! I never knew!!!

Voice In Head: Don't get all smart mouth with me!

A REAL Lone Wolf: I will if I want to. Besides, I have nothing better to do. *sniff* Everyone's left....I'm so very very alone...

Voice In Head: What am I? Chopped-liver?

A REAL Lone Wolf: No, chopped spinich.

Voice In Head: What?

A REAL Lone Wolf: Yes.

Voice In Head: .....Why spinich?

A REAL Lone Wolf: Because I said so and I like it.

Voice In Head: ....okay....

A REAL Lone Wolf: Would you stop that?!

Voice In Head: Stop what?

A REAL Lone Wolf: Saying "dot dot dot." Its annoying.

Voice In Head: ......

A REAL Lone Wolf: GRRR!!!!! *hits head*

Voice In Head: Ow!

A REAL Lone Wolf: OW!!! That hurt!

Voice In Head: Stupid! Of course it hurt! That's what happens when you try to hit me.

A REAL Lone Wolf: GRRRRRRR!!!!! That is SO not fair!!!!

Voice In Head: Sure it is.

A REAL Lone Wolf: Whatever. PLEASE! Someone get on the blog!!!!! I'm begging you!!!

Voice In Head: Yeah. She's on her hands and knees....*snicker*

A REAL Lone Wolf: You're not being very helpful. Anyways, seriously someone get on the blog. I can't take much more of this talking to my voice in my head! PLEASE!!!!

Talking To Myself

So, I feel as though I am just talking to myself on this blog. Where is everyone????????

Love,

~Lone Wolf~

Faith Almost Gone

I'm afraid that I don't really care about my faith that much anymore. I still like going to church and being at church but...I don't seem to care about praying or going to confession. I've been slowly going down hill in my faith for the last year and a half and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. I feel extremely depressed because of it. All I ask is that you guys please pray for me. Thanks.

Love,

~Lone Wolf~

Ow, Ow, Ow, and COOKIES!!!!

Basically, I'm in pain due to cramps. All you girls (and some guys) know what I'm talking about. I've taken two pain relievers thanks to it. I don't believe it helps that I've had pretty much ONLY junk food today. For breakfast I ate six powered donuts, part of a candy bar, and I drank some hot chocolate (curtsy of my Grandma). Then when I got to school I ate vanilla Ice Cream with chocolate and caramel syrup. When I got home I had spicy Doritos and a chicken vegi-burger which was probably the only healthy thing I've eaten. Afterwards, I had more candy. Yeah...not smart. I feel terrible. I'm fasting until morning now. I've decided that in the morning I will eat a banana and some raspberries.

Last night my friend let me ride her draft horse Gypsy. We have been secretly training her how to be ridden because the owners of the boarding facility don't think that she should be trained until her ground work looks better but Gypsy seems to like being ridden and does what we ask. She's only been ridden about ten times and she rocks! Sadly, Gypsy will be going to an Exotic Auction soon to be sold.

My brother and I haven't gotten into anymore major confrontations, which is good. I'm hoping that things will get better between us. Seeing in how he's going to be here all of my Christmas break it better and I just don't like it that we ALWAYS argue. Its wrong.

Love,

~Lone Wolf~

Depressed and Life Is Complicated

I know I shouldn't complain but I'm going to. I need to.

First off, I'm going to start trying to post on Riceball Alliance at least four times a week because it is so very, very neglected.

Second, my truck was totaled (for any of you who haven't been to my blog, I was in a car wreck, someone hit me and totaled his truck as well as mine) and the insurance company is giving me a little over 2,000 dollars for it which is basically going to get me a crap truck. I say truck because I refuse to have a car due to the fact that I get dizzy and sick while in them.

Third, my older brother came down for Christmas. He's only been here for two days and we've already started fighting, arguing, and disagreeing on things. Not to mention that he use to work at the place I now work at so therefore, I have to listen to how GREAT he was and the pressure to live up to everyone's expectations just continues to pile up. By this I mean that since he's going to become a priest almost everyone expects my younger brother and me to behave like him, dress like we're always ready to go to church and not be into cussing, watching, or listening to anything that may be considered evil. For example, Twillight. yeah...I can hear you guys now. UGGH! I'm SO SICK of it. He keeps pestering my brother and me on how we like to watch Anime and read manga, and how I like to read Vampire books. GRR! *sigh* I keep listening to the song "Breakaway" by Kelly Clarkson. I know. But its how I feel right now.

I'm just feeling REALLY depressed and down right now and now that Christmas is approaching I feel even more down because it'll be the first Christmas without three of my pets: Chip, Oreo, and Misty.

Okay, I'll stop with my emo complaining. LOVE you guys! I hope to hear from you all soon!

Love,

~Lone Wolf~

P.S. I am now Dustfinger.

Help

Life...is complicated...to say the least! >< Urg.

2 high schools (let's call them CC and TT)
Is it better to go to CC if your best friend is going there and maybe one of your other friends, it's a more art-sy (arts/literature, etc. which suits me better) high school than TT, recently opened around 1 or 2 years ago, has a bad orchestra (orchestra is a biggy!)

OR

TT, which has the rest of my friends going there (like 95% of the people who I know), has a better (waay better) orchestra than CC, has more popularity/social status-ish people (who judge you by what you wear and stuff...), is an older and well-known high school

So, CC or TT? *sigh* That is the question...best friend going to CC, better orchestra in TT

life is depressing

i feel that life is depressing at the moment
i have like 6 piano competitions coming up
like
all next month
:(
some on the same weekend!

arg!
i my piano teacher

-rebel.angel.7

Poor Poor Riceball Alliance.....Poor thing...

The title says it all. This blog has been neglected. The poor helpless little blog is probably crying in sadness. I love you blog. I'll talk to you. Your amazing! The best blog EVER!

Love You Forever,

~Raoul~

B-Day!!!

I am now officially 18!!!! It seems strange, knowing that I'll be leaving for college soon yet exciting at the same time. I'm not quite ready though. Sadly, I must say I don't want to leave because of my pets. They are the main reason for me wanting to stay home. My poor Toboe won't know what to do when I leave. I'm sure that Angelo will be fine and Ariel too...but Toboe will be very depressed. It can't be helped. The colleges I'm looking at don't permit animals on the school grounds. *cries* Its so unfair! I see the logic in it but still. Anyways, I must go now. I'm going to be eating cake and ice cream with my family in a few.

Love,

~Raoul~

hi hi

Fire's destroying San Diego

OMG
guys, I'm so scared!!
the huge fire in San Diego is forcing my family to evacuate!!
I'm so scared, and i'm not sure even where we should evacuate to!
well, wish me luck, and godspeed to those who are involved in this fire

PS I cant even pack all my things!!! AAAh, terrible terrible mess here, smoke/ashes/soot flying everywhere!!! it smells HORRIBLE and it hurts to breathe...
PPS wish all the San Diego people good luck, and bye you guys!
I really really hope my home doesn't burn down, and school is closed for tomorrow
see you

In Memory Of Misty...

Misty

1997-2007

She was sweet and sour all at once. One moment she enjoyed the attention and in the next she was attempting to viscously bite your hand and was then on the opposite side of the yard. Demanding and loving. If she wanted something, look out here she comes! It was hers now! If she felt your sadness she was more willing to let you hold, pet, and cuddle her. When offering her your hand to bite she would instead shove her head under your hand and ask to be petted. Brave and fearless was my vampire bunny. Frightening all animals in her path from dogs to cats to squirrels to birds. Sticking her nose in places it didn’t belong. If she had found a snake I’m sure she would have attacked it. Clever and sleek she would get in and out of any pen or harness. She would leave destruction behind her in the garden. Ripping a leaf off here, and a leaf off there she would leave them lying broken on the ground and move onto her next victim. A mischievous gleam was always in her eyes especially whenever a human approached her or was within view. “Human! What shall I do to frighten this one?!” She seemed to say as she hopped quickly toward them. Lunging and grunting threats even the sneakiest of animals would leave her be.

As I walk to the shed now I remember all those precious moments I spent with her. The stepping stones are now gone. No more will the path to the back of the shed be there. She now walks the same path Oreo did only 6 months before. One that I cannot yet follow. Forever winding into the Heavens above. I stare up to the clouds that float endlessly above me as well and I picture my vampire bunny terrorizing all the animals up there and smile. “That’s my Misty.” I say to myself as I gaze at her grave. “That’s my Misty.”

"There's no difference between the teardrops and the rain."

Love,

~Raoul