it's sad that such an insignificant, low rate creature such as these can cause so much pain
how can humans go around saying such mean things to people with out caring what the out come may be
they are such hateful creatures and they call demons evil...
have they ever tryed looking at what they do by choice
at least what demons do is "evil" because they are suposed to be
humans do it by choice
they have free will after all
how can people go around saying things so hurtful and then try to blow it off or rationalize it
and why is it that we can never live up to other's expectations, why is it that we all have to have goals that we are suposed to reach already layed out for us
why can't we just be us
(*laughs sadly*)
i really shouldn't be left alone
i just make my self spiral further into depression
i don't think i have felt like this for about two years
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
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your right. its our choice,
dont worry jaki at least ur making sense this time,lol.
hey so what brought on the wierd post?
you mean who made me write that stuff
... sorry i was preoccupied or i would have talked earlier
and yes... i make sence...
i have a tendanay to make sence when i'm depressed
yeah whyd you write it?
oh... i stopped by one of my teachers from last year's class to say hi and saw someone i knew there, so i made a comment about his haircut because i liked it. and just jokingly said that his hair may have been almost as short as mine because he had longer hair than mine for as long as i had known him and the teacher said that i shouldn't be talking to him because he made a five on his AP exam (which is the highest you can make). and both me and tom (who was with me) heard the way she said it was to mean that i wasn't good enough to talk to him because i only made a three (which is still passing but not good enough for her)so i said... why because i only made a three... then she tryed rationalizing what she said but it didn't change anything
i hate when people do that
make standards for me and hate me when i don't live up to them
it's worse now that my sister graduated as the valavictoian
wolfy... where are you
have you also abandoned me
i feel hated and alone
(spiraling if at all possible deeper into depression)
wolfy... do you hate me
you deserted me without even saying good bye
sorry jaki, dont worry I love you. naw, my computer broke. I got mad and hit it (a little 2 hard) and it shut down. ;)
wow, you have no idea how hard it would be 2 picture you in depression, actually I think that your incapable of it;)
I hope ur still on.
Wolfy you are back on!!!
yes! did I go somewhere?
Well, you have been gone forever.
well I was reminiceing (suck at spelling) about the good old days;
my arsen buddy would start fires with me, blow things up, piss off way to many people,.
ahh I can hear the sirens now, wait those really are sirens, lol, hope its not for me
I think the next time you run from the law, take a laptop with you.
good idea, I might have 2 run when I steal one though,...
Make sure it is charged first.
dont I need a internet connection first?
Park outside a Starbucks or any other coffee shop.
dang now I have 2 stell a car AND a drivers lisence,
*steal*
or just drive without one.
yeah I already hAVE THE CAR
I want to start working.
I need a job!
Ooooorrrrr, we join forces to rob a bank!
We need a beautiful assistant to distract unknowing appealed guards
I nominate you wolfy. I bet you look great in a dress. (sorry i had to)
supprisingly I do, dont ask how I know
Telling me not to ask makes me want to.
well I'm glad you didnt then
actually i think you told us before.
dang
I can't remember how far down it was, but i do recall you saying it.
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